Early 2025 Integration : Chasing Dreams and Attaining Freedom (Two Nights in a Row)




Dream Record: 

Fragment 1: It was the New Year and Wiley gave me a tincture of a psychedelic cactus. I didn't know if it was okay to take it with another kind of psychedelic substance. I thought it might be too much. I was sitting on B's lap and we were deeply engaged. I was looking over my shoulder and saw another version of myself driving an SUV. I realized I was in a parallel universe watching another version of myself.We had to clear out all this junk from Burning Man, so we were cleaning up Wiley's stuff, and picking up different things from his junk pile. 

Fragment 2: I ran into a former colleague whose last name is "Chace." I asked her if something was chasing her or if she was chasing something, and it was a philosophical question because of her last name. She got offended, so I tried to explain that everybody was going through the same exercise of chasing. I also recall it was a theme throughout my waking day. 

She told me she was bored and was complaining bout that, so her homeowner's association put her to work and offered her a job, even if she didn't have to necessarily work. While we were talking I was eating a bowl of chicken meat. I was disgusted by it and how much I had eaten. As she was telling me about the job I was in my hypnogogic state of sleep, thinking about how she was creating videos of Hindu parables. 

Signature: Jennifer C. Clemente, Jan 8, 2025


Initial interpretation: In the space of relating to B., I'm concerned about the influence of too much medicine use, and also the need to clear the Burning Man influence of my space, though the message was to salvage some of the more valuable things. It appears another version of myself is perhaps "moving" by myself, away from the relationship?

Conscious concerns:  Injecting too much of the wrong thing. Mindful living. Clearing out the junk of the past. Seeing different versions of myself. Feeling like I needed some work to do while I don't need to be working. 

Key words and symbols:

Tincture/Psy cactus question - Mindful of how much medicine
B's lap vs.Another version of myself- Dependent and attached vs. independent and moving
Junk from Burning Man - Polyamory and hedonism trauma that needs to be cleaned out.
Chace - Chasing a job out of boredom vs. spiritual pursuits.
Chicken meat - Mindless eating, realizing it's not good for me.

Deeper interpretation: The notion of addiction to work, to medicine pursuits, to outdated concepts appears to be distracting me from another version of myself that needs to emerge: one that is independent and free from attachment. 

Application:  Experience and put myself in the role of the solo driving on the road. Where is she going? What is she doing? Is she chasing or being?

Related Dream Jan. 7, 2025 

Dream Record: I was living in a small apartment building with some people and one of the roommates, a solo woman, had an upstairs attic loft. She invited us up in a welcoming way. I saw the window open up to a very strong vision of the Statue of Liberty, which then quickly morphed into a Hindu Goddess. When we went outside, it turned out this solo woman had a very holographic statue of the goddess that she was showing me. I wasn't sure if it was a statue or real. My cousin was asking if I wanted to put on these black foot covers to avoid foot smell.

Signature: Jennifer C. Clemente

Initial interpretation: Need to integrate visions activated through the 3rd eye. 
Coming down to earth from a visionary experience to determine what's real, then having to deal with the detoxification through my feet. 

Conscious Concerns: Medicine needs to be integrated to move forward. How to advocate for and practice safe and ethical psychedelic healing. What appears to be symbolic has a spiritual root.

Key words and symbols:
Solo woman
Window
Statue of Liberty to Hindu Goddess - Freedom symbol aligned with female aspect of divine.
Holographic version - Another form
Not sure what's real - Still stuck on "reality" and not sure how to fully live in oneness
Foot covers - Protection? Detoxification

Deeper interpretation:
Need to trust more in the the female aspect of the divine as permeating throughout my existence and views of reality. Also need to protect and cleanse my system through the foot chakra. 

Application:
Practicing honoring the divine femine as she incarnates through my 3d reality. Learn to create a sacred foot bath and learn the foot chakras.


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